Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah. Indeed, Allah is great.
The extent of our beautiful appearance is the extent of God's concealment of our faults. Seriously, if He chooses to reveal what we do in the confines of our privacy, we would all be scrambling to hide our faces.
Truly, Allah is the most merciful. Why then, do we still indulge ourselves in all the munkars the shaitaan wants us to be in?
These past few days, I've been very reflective of the things I do. most of the times, the moment after I've done something, I reflect immediately. And most of the times, I am disappointed in the things I chose to do at the first place. Shaitaan has truly led my way of thinking for too long.
I think that it's a good thing that I reflect on my actions, I get to see what I need to do to improve my behaviour and etc. But in a way, because shaitaan has, for so long became an invisible friend, it became very hard to be on the rightful path.
Say for example in living your day-to-day life. I have always reminded myself to start everything with Allah's name. But I tend to question myself whether it's truly because of Allah or am I trying to do good, to impress Allah?...
See the differences? In the case of ikhlaas, it has cause difficulties for me to perform even the easiest ibadaah without doubt. But I really want to win against shaitaan, thus I set my niah straight and never look back. There's indeed no benefit in the doubt.
O Allah, forgive me for I have sinned. Allow me to be strong so that I am able to enjoin what is right and forbid what is wrong.
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