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In the name of Allah.

Everyone has their own limit. Everyone has their own breaking point. Mine, I reached mine yesterday, of course with shaitaan whispering on my ear. Astaghfirullahal 'azim. A'u zubillahiminash shaitaanirrajim.

If I could only be this concious person I am now yesterday.

What frustrates me the most it was done intentionally by one of the few persons I trust, one of the few person I am close to (now that I think about it, maybe the feeling isn't mutual). Perhaps I was more hurt than angry about yesterday's incident.It was one of those moments when I cannot look to that person in the eye. I'm sorry my friend, that I behaved in such lowly a manner.

Yes, I was such a low person. Haish.But that was yesterday.

This kind of issues make me realise how life isn't about you and your friends. You can never be too close nor too dependant upon somebody, because they too, are human. And no surprise, human makes mistakes and errors and they hurt you, no matter how much you love or adore them.

Maybe this is Allah's reminder telling me to, stop and come back to the rightful path. Cause no one deserves to be adored and loved more than Allah. No matter who they are. Anyhow, I should thank Allah for giving me such reminder and not letting me drift away. Shukur Alhamdulillah.