you need to do what you want to do.

In the name of Allah,

You keep going until you reach the very end. That's what I've learnt in this life. You finish what you eat, you wash your dishes, and then, only then can you go watch a movie. You plan you assignment, you complete it, you hand it in and then, only then can you go indulge yourself with all the fattening food. You keep going. It doesn't matter how slow you go, so long as you never stop. * you can stop if you need to go to the bathroom.

One thing that I have been telling myself lately is to be brave and do what you want. There's no need to hold back, cause when you hold back, you're distorting, halting you dreams from coming true. It never occurred to me that I would face such situation in life in which I would actually need to take this advice, use it. Of course it's embarrassing, but remember that the guts you've gathered could bring you to your destination. Everything is up to you.

So what if things doesn't go your way? It doesn't mean that it won't. It just means, now isn't the best time for you to have such it. Just that. Don't stop believing in what your heart tells you. They've always been right.  There's nothing to be ashamed of. Always remember that there are always to side of things; good and bad,  things that work and things that might not work. Does it mean that bad people do not need to be loved? that broken things deserve to be in the bin? Don't hate, we're all human. We all have our As and Zs.

Trust yourself and just do what you feel like doing, wani.